tired…

hmmm…

let see… go to college, work and design the development of offset, running some organization (which is non-profit and high fully granted dedication), build a networking among my childhood friends, applied some methods (a new one, at least for me or in Indonesia) in many view by test it to my self (like Freud’s do it to him self), explore some methods which is a bit lately information (may be 2-3years late) that publish by Indonesia book publishers, etc…

I think i must compact all of this s**t to a flexible, reliable, dynamic and intuitive point of view… and im tired, i think i must consider my friends to retire from some of this activity… may be i must list the organization and flip it with bed rest, i think i can get 18 hours bed rest surplus…

But there is ambiance, a lot of people didn’t know, a positive energy are released by their surround environment, the community… In simple said, to change you, you must change the environment round you… This that my environment do for me (although I believe Allah stated Qadha and Qadar), the more i can push my environment to high level of potentially, means i can reach that level (once me on that level) just in efficient way…

“yes, We can change the world”